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[16 Feb 2004|01:06pm] |
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good morning! i basically just woke up and decided to update. so far vaca has been a blast! steady partying. yesterday i went snowboarding up at waterville. i made my mom take me and greg cause i wanted to know if i'd be able to board normally since my accident so the french alps would be no problem. success! thank god. i even threw in some lil jumps and boxes. my leg didn't bother me all too much and as for my hand i wore i mitten over my cast. i was pretty much just paraniod to fall. i wanted to drive the 2.5 hours home and took off my cast. my mom wasn't too keen about it but it went fine. some crazy audi chick wouldn't let me pass her. i was going 80 the whole time and she kept speeding up so i wouldn't pass her. she was all over the place. i ended up getting in front of her and she decided to follow me forever. nuts i tell you. we made awesome timing and got home in 2 hours. being tired and all i stayed home. natalie and i leave for france tomarrow at 6:45. woot woot! we're wicked excited! this year is going to be even better! thrasher is in france now and wants to meet up with us. he's going to amsterdam for a few days and wanted us to join him or at least we could meet and go to some bars. it's be sweet if we do. who knows. i need to pack today like whoa. since my dog chewed on my carrera goggles i bought from france last year i had to buy new ones and got some oaks. it sucks cause my dog NEVER chews on anything. oh well. my new goggles are awesome tho cause they have orange lenses. i need to get some film for my camera too. last year i got some amazing pictures. especailly the candid one of natalie with the sunset in front of her behind the trees. maybe i'll get lucky again! i'll be looking for those mojo skiiers too! time to do what the french do: EAT DRINK & SKI. or for us anyways, SNOWBOARD. :).
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[14 Feb 2004|12:10am] |
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do you even read tthis? i've been ibn an accident with rachael and heerr brother. i broke two pwarts of my hand soo it's hard to type with my one qahngd. this happended about 2 weewks ago. tonight was my first night baack to normal drinking and smokin con mis amigos tho i diud befuore newswatch on teusdfay anysways. well i don';t want to misspell anything sos yhos os takign foever. goodnight ya'll.
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[24 Jan 2004|12:07am] |
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oh why hello. this week was such a blur. it went by wicked fast but i was also so busy the whole time. at least i was able to go to the gym a few days. today after school road and i went. i love how i get to do double cardio when she comes with me. yay. we were reading mags while on the elipitical and i had an awesome gormet food one that made us hungry. talking about mags.. the other day i was looking through a vogue mag and there was something on alice in wonderland. they picked a girl to be alice and other people to be some of the other characters like dee and dum. they all modeled runway fashion clothes. alice was in about every shoot wearing a different light blue dress to resemble the one she has in the actual book. quotes and backround info on carroll were included. really interesting. i loved it. too bad some of the fancy/crazy dresses were like $4000. anyways after the gym i finished typing up my chemistry lab and sent it to mr hoek. around 7:30 kimbo picked me up with jenny mish and road too. we all went over to kyles. we haven't been there forevevevvevr. got to see his rents and cozmo. altho cozmo enjoyed humping everyone haha. it was a rather laidback night but i enjoyed it. me rach mish and jenny went to subway. notice anything illegal there? hahah. back to good ol' mischief. wow subs are like the love of my life. chicken pizzola. yummy. back at kyles we just hung around and talked. jays masterpiece is incredible. can't fuckin wait to test it out! who's with me huh? came home early for once and my mom isn't even home. it's 12:00 now. damnnn. figures, it's like i could have actually been late and it would have been striz but nope. oh well. beats getting outta trouble last week. hmp the end.
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| kissing triple |
[19 Jan 2004|12:25am] |
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ladies night was awesome. wonderful to see everyone all together again. with some missing. but we made them tacos anyways. lol. i think we brought norm back to life along with a new puerto rican fool. hahahah. HILARIOUS. i'm pretty sure cate and i had to leave the room at some points. kimbo drove me home and my mom gave me a nice little chat about stealing alcohol from the house. busted. so yeah what do i do last night? HAHA. rachael and i ordered subs from famous and sat around my house for a bit. luckily my mom and matt went out to rid of all the boxes we had taken down from the attic earlier that day because we got our thirty. SHADYYY. road was running down my street with it in her hands. however leaving my house with our jackets packed, rach looking like a oopah lumpa, my purse filled, and a sac is over the top classified as shady. then we headed over to kims. her dog romeo kept barking at me. i hate when dogs bark at me! :(. but i fixed that before i left. hehe. so yeah when you can't count on the guys you can count on the ONE TWO. hayls was wicked nice and came to pick us up to drop us at tommys. interesting night. kim rach and i did our chant and followed it up. i was pissed that toms speakers didn't work cause we wanted to make up a dance. darn. the door to his bathroom was broken and that sucked too hah. danik and joyce treated us to the funnel. woot woot. so since we had snowboarding today road was sleeping over my house.. but we did NOT get home on time and were an hour late. 12:30. my mom was PISSED. i don't even remember what she said. cept rd told me i kept saying ok ok ok ok. immediately we went to bed. in the morn my alarm was going off but i clearly didn't want to wake up at all. uhhiwueyhrgw. time for waterville! on the way to the school we stopped at dunks. we saw jess and she gave me a dunkachino instead of a vanilla chai. i called her from the bus and was like omg jess did you know caffine concentrates alcohol blah blah. rather humorous. we arrived so late but it's ok cause NATALIE MET US!! aww she was so excited to see us and i felt like i hadn't seen her forvevevevvevr. <3 you nat-a-bean. i met her awesome friend and we all went boarding. the three of us talked a ton and i listened to some no doubt. on one of the chair lifts rachael and i were behind natalie and yeah i forget his name. shit. i'm SO bad with names. shoot me. anyways i like layed down on her and we had the greatest sex conversation ever. HAHAH. had to be there. i did the boxes today. fun fun. cept no one would go with me! grrr on you. ya'll missed my tremendous slip and slide. bus ride back was boring as heaven. we watched flies fuck on channel eleven. PATS ARE GOING TO THE SUPERBOWL! lol. rach and i remembered the times moran and barry were on the bus and we'd all throw shit at eachother and i got hit with a pickle. huey drove me home and expecting the wrath from my mother just didn't happen. we had a nice civilized convo and i stayed in for the night. wish i coulda gone to gregs when he called me. sounds like they had a fun time. and now i'm dead kicked. verbose entry but that's not even half of it. i'm sure you'll hear some stories. goodnight.
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[15 Jan 2004|11:34pm] |
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"i feel sorry for people who don't drink. when they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day"
yeah i know i'm a slacker. it happens. hmm what have you missed. party weekend last weekend. shots of vod before the bball game with kimbo and then cophers along with crazy ass dancing, lap dances, and my loss on beer pong. saturday night churchs. yeah baby! jimmah had the best sandwich ever, close to a BLT. unfortunately i spent a ton of money on beer and passed out early upstairs. 8 AM clean up. bob's for breakie. awesome kim gets me to take me home. aww what a great friend! I.O.U. school sucked this week as usual. i went to the gym everyday tho. they cancelled school for tomarrow! fuck yeah! 4 day weekend now. hopefully they won't cancel snowboarding this sunday. rachael and i are looking forward to it. girls night at roads tomarrow night! YAY! i think we're making tacos. yummy. medway hockey is dominating the TVL and won last night againist bellingham. tons of people were at the game. aww i heart hockey games! rachael and i are screaming buddies. "yeah medwayyyyyyyyyyy" "wooooooooooooo" we're wicked loud but we know you love it. i shoved my plugs back in. i kinda forgot about them cause my dad thinks i'm closing them up. oh well. have you listened to the new blink? hah i know it's been out but it is soooo good. the lyrics and music are so mature and varied. wonderful i tell you. well i think i'm going to watch donnie darko or read some alice. laters.
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| my time is for the best |
[06 Jan 2004|09:40pm] |
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The part of my life that has been dampering me
Is gone now I'm sure you can see
Is was like hell not being with you
The great and wonderful One Two
You all have stuck by my side
Now I know where I shall preside!
:D. i'm free from the drama. and that is all i need to say. thanks everyone for sticking by my side. i love you ladies and guys of course. greg you're awesome! great minds think alike! went to pandera bread or however you yesterday with kimbo and mish. YUMMMMMMMMM. i had a bacon/turkey sandwich on really tasty bread. ate half of it for lunch today. road and i went to the gym today. we're sweet workout buds. can't wait for waterville this sunday! woot woot! aww i wanna go out to breakie tomarrow. ::tear:: i'll miss ya'll. time for sleep i'm kicked <3 LB.
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i'm home! new mexico was sweet. i pulled and all nighter the night before our 6 AM flight. then slept all the way on the plane to dallas then to el paso, tx. after pickin up our bags and i was carrying my snowboarding bag some guy was like hey so whats in there. and i said a snowboard and he must have thought i was amazing cause he was asking me all these questions. i told him i was going to be boarding in cloudcroft and he was like no no no you need to go to kaurtgge. and i was like well i'm not from around here so i have no idea. i didn't even know what place he said. turns out cloudcroft didn't even have enough snow so we'd drive 2 hours to ski apache. maybe that was where he was talking about. hmm. anyways it was nice to meet my dad's UVA roommate and part of his fam. the girl who was 15, francis, we def didn't get along. she was rather bitchy and all into her cheerleading. i got along with her bro johnny who was 13 and her cousin malena who was 11. johnny thought i was awesome cause i snowboarded. so i taught him how. haha. very interesting, he was pretty good. then i ended up teaching malena and her father the next day. however it got kinda old cause i wanted to do some serious boarding. so i spent a decent amount of time on the black diamond capitan listening to std. awesome awesome. we stayed in cloudcroft which was 9000 ft up so yes it was chilly. the mountain was 9400-11000 ft. we stayed at spruce cabins which was a cute lil nooch in the woods. i ended up stealing the "you are in bear country" sign cause it was so funny. don't think i was suppose to take it tho hah. one part says "if you are attacked, FIGHT BACK AGGRESIVELY" fight back? i thought you were suppose to play dead. oh well. my dad let me drive and it was kick ass. to get to ski apache there is this 20 mile road of nothing and the speed limit is 65 with very sharp turns. like a racetrack. very fun. johnny and i had wars trying to push each other down on the slopes. he got me good once and then when i went chasing after him to push him down he crashed into some lady. HAHA. gotcha. during the nights we played egyptain rat screw and spoons. i love sandwiches! they cooked every night and great food i'll tell you. my rock watch has an alarm so i used it to get up in the morning but i kept it in our time so when i was thinking about the 2 hour difference i somehow messed up and woke my dad up at 3 instead of 7. HAHHAHHAHAHHAHA. i'm dumb. the last day my legs killed so bad i didn't want to go snowboarding. and for me not to go.. i was dying. so we did a bit of shopping. i bought some hott cowboy boots. ow oww. there wasn't much tho but i sent kimbo and road post cards. since there was alot of chili pepper things i got rach a snowglobe. :). bought myself a new mexico shot glass too. my new years was rather uneventful and sucks i wasn't back here but oh well. my dad and i went to a wicked fancy restaurant. in the morning we had to head back to el paso so that ment about 3 hours of driving again. cept i drove this time. straight desert road for miles and miles and miles. listened to some no doubt tho. so it was fun. no speed limits at some parts so my dad let me go about 80 tops. back in el paso, tx at the airport i bought a double shotty. i needed one badly. by the time we arrived in BOS at his house it was 1 AM. talk about a looooooooooonnnnnnnnngggggggg day. surprisingly my AIM was still on so i put up a new away. in the morning we went to get my passport renewed. i'll have it just in time for france. woot woot. nat-babe and me are so excited. i told her i saw a mojo skier in new mexico. HAHA. then i worked on some college stuff cause my dad wants me to get a jump on it. and finally home! <3 i travel too much haha. don't ya think? road kimbo and i went to tommys. aww tom is the fuckin man. we're back to tommy nights. hehe. it was awesome to see nat-a-bean and lin and everyone. i drank a bit and smoked some. my mom knew i'd be drinking and smoking so i had to take it easy. and oh yeah i made a friend ;). ow ow i want himmm. overall wonderful night. chance drove me home right around 1130. i attempted to watch texas chainsaw for the 3rd time but i passed out hah. figures. in the morning natalie called me to come stop by before she headed to NH. i gave her her belated xmas gift and she gave me a tbs shirt i've never seen! :) :) i'm in love. later on i went to visit greg oreo! long time no see! he had gotten me a ktm racing bright orange hat. yay. his new dirtbike is sweet as well. we watched alice <3 and then he had to go to work. tonight there is a hockey game at 8:30 v. hoptown. be there or be square! p.s. comment!
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| i'm going to murder someone |
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oppsie it's been a few days. i'm going to new mexico tomarrow! i'm excited. i'm actually in BOS right now, got in about 20 minutes ago. busy. busy. i've had driving lessons the past two days and i wanted to finish my chem test before i left. however i came across an issue. so i'd like to murder someone. i havta take quiz 2 for the fourth time tonight. whenever my mom gets home to give me my access codes. what the fuck man. i've worked on them for the past two days. ewhgtrewriewgriewgr. so irate. cause i know hoek won't buy my excuse and he'll just make me take it anyways. i need this vaca tho. my head is pounding and is in overload. greg oreo convinced me NOT to take any homework/schoolwork with me when i go. and i'm not for once. all i wanted was to finish the test before i left and i'm working my ass off for it. i can't even finish this entry. sorry for the shortness. i'll catch you up on things when i come home. gimme a call anytime. my phone should work.
CLOUDCROFT NEW MEXICO 6 AM TOMARROW
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MERRY XMAS
hope everyone has an awesome christmas. i was going to update last night but i was rather intoxicated and the entry wouldn't be worth your while.
tuesday- nico came over before newswatch. just like the good ol' times back out on my porch. cept i almost had a heart attack. TWICE! and no lie i thought i was going to die. i even chocked so i could get air into my lungs as a fell on the floor. hahahha. OMG. her laugh is SO funny i think THAT alone did me over. we had the best convos ever tho. i asked her all about being a veggie and about gelatin. oh boy. great time. can't wait till next newswatch! nothing went on that night sadly but i went over to greg oreoss. thanks for my presents!! eee! annotated alice! i'm currently reading it too. we visited tizzy and i gave her her presents. she enjoyed. :). i was so tired once again and went right to bed when i came home.
wednesday- slept till after noon. so niceeee. <3. took a shower and then we went to church. haven't been there since my conformation. oppsie. we went straight to marks afterwards for a nice italian xmas eve feast. in the car my mom was like hey you and tom can go smoke some pot. and i was like jezzzze mom! hah but knowing that these get togethers can be boring i decided to spice things up. but i over did it. haha no surprise. my cousin tom and i mixed vodka into our cups. we just sat at the bar downstairs and played pool and listened to OAR. i hadn't eaten anything all day so it quickly settled in. fun fun tho. cept my mom knew and didn't let me drive home. haha i wouldn't have wanted to anyways. she was rather trashed herself. went online when i got home and i was going to update but you know. had some interesting conversations lol. the truth comes out when you're drunk but hey i woulda felt the same way if i was sober. hm and i guess i called greg at like 6 AM.
XMAS! the first thing my mom says is so hows that hangover. hahahh. i still felt drunk. the funny thing is is that she's not even really mad. she was just like you know i don't really know why you do this but when you get a car you need to be careful. the end. saweeeeeeeeeet. santa proved to be nice... even if i knew most of what i was getting..
tv/dvd flatscreen
hollister clothes
hooker boots
pac sun stuff
new jeans
several cds
dvds- nightmare before xmas, edward sissorhands, texas chainsaw (the original), and pirates of the caribbean
hair straightner
curve perfume etc
candles
3rd row bruins tix I'M SO SIKED in feb tho
viccy's stuff
burton socks and hats
nik-nacs
and more
my dad already gave me my gifts last weekend. going to france with natalie counts too hah. he's also taking me to new mexico to snowboard! cloudcroft to be exact. we'll be staying in the spruce cabins right in the lincoln national forest. 9000 feet. i'm leaving bright and early sunday morning. so i'll be going into BOS saturday after my driving lesson. i even have one tomarrow too. my dad gave me two rings. wicked nice, once again. and a $100 to newbury comics hah. woot woot. i'll def be using that asap. today matt ended up coming over and we all went to the movies and chinese. however now i'm stuffed. i'm kinda like a snake. if i eat alot then i don't eat for awhile. sorted energy. lol maybe that's a bear. whatever. hope you had a good one! <3.
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| orange is the apple of my eye |
[23 Dec 2003|03:40pm] |
You are Orange.
You are outgoing and optomistic. You always try to
find the bright spot in everything. You are
energetic and people are naturally attracted to
you. However, you are not always sure of what
your purpose or goals are.
Most Compatible With: Fresh Mint
Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
I LOVE ORANGE TIC TACS! ROCK! <3
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| buy me some zoom super fly G5's |
[23 Dec 2003|02:55pm] |
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last day of the year today. i actually stayed in school too. even tho i didn't really need to. i only had to pass in my history DBQ. i came in late tho and stopped at dunks for a box o munchkins and a dunkachino. my quesidillas in espanol were a hit. heller gave us back our tests and told us we were going to take a re-test. i had a 67% :o! the rest of the day i passed out my XMAS cards and that's about it. and then kimmy p ended up coming back to school to drive me home :). fuckin awesome. venga boys are back in town! whoa whoa! we like to party! we like we like to party! haha. wicked phat cd in her car. i called greg oreo when i got home. he's having fun watching dirtbiking on t.v. hmm around 4:20 me and nico are going to toke up before newswatch. +rebels+ however i want to go to the bball game in millis afterwards. i think i might hook up with road when i get home. anything going on afterwards? i want to get wasted. i'm so excited! i get to sleep in tomarrow! no more school work for me! i need a break oh-so bad. later kiddies. call me if you need me 5082547400.
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why hello. i'm in boston right now. i watched most of alice after i last updated. so fuckin creative. the XMAS party was all right. we got there around one. drew LOVED his gift. i got him in the grab. he's into all my music and the whole punk thing if you'd say that. i got him hooked on taking back sunday and the used and saves the day and the starting line and every other band he basically knows. he plays guitar and sk8brds. i use to wear one of his pics on my neck, the red one. so i know he loves pacsun and since we're so much alike he's easy to buy for. i decided to get him a BAM shirt cause i love bam myself and a DC hat. he was so excited. turns out he loves bam and wanted a shirt for awhile and he loved the hat too. it was awesome to see him wicked happy. taylor had me and i got $30 to newbury comics. that'll sure come in handy. my aunt mary claimed she didn't get me a birthday present so she gave me 75 bucks. wicked awesome. since i babysat and such i have a ton of money now. even though i think i'm going to put like $200 in the bank. cyndi made some tasty oatmeal chocolate chip cookies. i love those. everyone ALWAYS makes them with rasians. my mom and i left around 6ish and i drove into BOS. she had no idea where we were going but i remembered. mike and prill greeted us. it's so nice to see them. once again my dad drank too much but i convinced him i needed some wine. compromise. i talked to road on the tele and we're getting pumped for boarding. i told her she couldn't go snowboard before the trip cause i'll get pissed off again cause she'll make me appear to suck. lol. my dad had an interior decorator come in and paint the bathrooms. they're wicked sweet. mine is three shades of orange to match the lights. <3. i'm seriously in love. the downstairs one is three shades of green and the other one is pinstriped blue and white with a tint of green every foot or so. you'll havta see it. chance came online and told me he was at paulies and asked where the hell i was. god dammit. hah that always happens. i mean rachael called me when i was at the XMAS party to see if i wanted to go to the game with her. i'm gone and away from home way too much. it sucks. that's why i say i hate traveling. but at the same time it's always awesome and fun. like i can't wait to go to new mexico to snowboard. fuck yeah. it'll suck that it'll be my first time this year cause i'll fall and be sore but i know that's a comin. downstairs they're watching lord of the rings 2. the volume is up so loud it's obnoxious. i don't care for those movies. i haven't even seen the first one. i tried to read the book once but after the first chapter i decided it wasn't worth it. hmm that's pretty much it i'd say. i'm really tired so i think i'm going to go crash. long day. night.
p.s. sorry i think this entry kinda sucks
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| ..i'm ripe with things to say.. |
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IcE FiRe VoDkA: do you remember the time i tried to hide in your dryer? haha
billabong17: yup, hahahahaha
IcE FiRe VoDkA: lol i was just talking about that to kim
IcE FiRe VoDkA: crazy times
billabong17: do u remember the time i tried to fit in your washer??
hmm matt came over. we're going to his family's XMAS party at like 1 at marks. mark is the best. i call him to chat at work sometimes. i'm rather uneasy about it. i'm so confused. he didn't even notice i didn't have braces anymore. i mean i haven't seen him for like 2 weeks. whatever. my mom is making kilbasa (i can't spell it) to take over to marks. yummy. i'm deating if i should drink over there or not. cause if i do and my mom knows she won't let me drive to BOS afterwards to go to my dad's. hard choice. prill and mike are going to be in BOS and it should be nice. they're awesome people if you didn't already know. prill and i are going to work on my english thesis which will be incredible. T already loves my thesis statement and is looking forward to my paper. woot woot. well i think this time i'm really going to go watch alice. :D. something to make me wicked excited. see you later folks.
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[20 Dec 2003|01:12am] |
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^that very word came out of my mouth last year at tommy's after i was wicked baked, tried to fit into a dryer, didn't speak for 2 hours, and decided to attempt to say the name of a movie that i didn't know. HAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHA. i just remembered that for some odd reason.
after school i stayed after for math even tho i really didn't need it. but i was waiting for greg and cory anyways. we took a trip to target with her brother and this girl and greg and i decided to eat some sour patch watermelon. <3. then he ended up buying like $10 in candy. nuts. especially since we went to wendy's after hah. she dropped me off and i ended up going to sleep for 2 hours. i woke up about 5:45 and just in time to go babysitting. dammit. it sucked. i hate little little kids. the parents called and i'm like "yeah everything went fine" uhh actually your kids were horrible and screamed my ear off. however to brighten my time kimmer stopped by with jenny! OMG. i attacked kim's car. a fuckin 2001 Celica GTS bright red and leather. UGHHHHHHHHH. orgasm. it was wonderful to see them ladies. hehe. then greg stopped by later. sneaky greg oreo! haha i heart him. :). then i had some time to spare so i read the scarlet letter, called nat-babe, called more people, until my phone died on greg. sorry! severly needed charging. i only have 2 chapters left in scarlet letter so i'm siked. the parents came home about 12:30 and i got like $45 bucks. not too bad. after all the kids went to bed at 8. i walked home and my doggie greeted me. aw i love rocky! i wanted to watch alice in wonderland but it's like 75 minutes and i didn't want to stay up till 2. even though it's getting there now. oh well. i'm talking to jon mahon online right now. he's a great kid. he's making me depressed tho. why can't people just understand that i DON'T have a boyfriend or anyone i'm seeing? don't they think that if i could i would? grrr. i know that makes other people depressed/upset too, right ladies? come wisk me away your majesty!
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oh wow. long day if i do say so myself. tizzy didn't pick me up this morning boo hoo :(. she decided to come in late. man i wish i coulda slept in. anyways after school i had another driving lesson. muy bien this time. my next one is the day after XMAS hahahhah. whatever. i don't really care. it's not that bad actually. the same girl ended up coming with us. once again we stopped at dunks. haha it's so funny. someone told me that he does that to take a shit. plain GROSS if you ask me. when my mom picked me up we went to the gym. a ran about 1.5 miles. reasonable pace. around 6 i was going to go to the bball game with kim erin and linda but things didn't work out. i'm sure after XMAS and into january everything will be easier. maybe we'll paint our stomachs at the aways! so much stuff to do now you know? natalie is moving into her casa tomarrow! awesome. such a not pointless day ;). moving boxes is pointless though. i can't wait to go up there! it'd be wicked fun. i've never really spent much time in NH cept for snowboarding and nate's house. well i still need to finish my hdub. talk to ya'll later.
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today i'm going to update like justin
he puts every statement on a line
chem sucks and we did nothing
our test is moved to monday
i want it friday
i might not be in school monday
i need to get my passport renewed
arghness
in study i had to study for history
honestly what's the point i always do horrible
pablo picked me up a NHS application :)
brightened my day
nothing special in my other classes
i finished my palm tree/surfboard prints in art
now i need to do a collague
i was thinking alice if i can find a good paintingish pic
in english we went to the library
i announced that "i love sex"
but i was actually reading it off something
got some hilarious stares haha
evil drove me home woot woot
road told me that a kid she babysits knows mine
hahahah the only two medway kids going to this certain school
muy interesante
i just made like 9287364 phone calls
i need to plan out the rest of my time
oh so busy
had just enough free time to update for ya'll
after all it is addicting
<3
LB
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i know someone's s.s. #! muahahha. i never really understood how a s.s. # can do you any good. ooo wow steal a teenagers identity. hmm my day was rather uneventful. kim got her license!!! haha what a liar she said she was getting it tomarrow. but hey whatever congrats babe!! after i came home from school i just did hdub after hdub and talked to my brother on the phone. i wish i took a nap cause now i could really use one. i slept horrible last night. i wanted school cancelled so bad so i could sleep all today. aww erin is so sweet. she talked to me and told me sleep is good. i'll take that into consideration. i've just made some corn muffins and i'm waiting for them to cool. i talked to cory tonight. number one nationals. woot woot. awesome job. hmm i think now i'm going to paint my nails fire engine red. see you later. <3.
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snowed yesterday. turned into freezing rain so we had school. big dissappointment. oh well. after school jess jill erin and i editted our newswatch story. it's the best. we went to toy works cause toys r us sucks and did some crazy stuff while getting creative footage. jill and i gallopped on horses and fought over a bratz doll. so funny, you just had to be there. or hey watch the show tommarrow at 7!! erin did 99% of the taping and jess did most interviewing. overall it'll be great! jess's jon dropped me home, aww he's nice, woot woot go jess. and now i found this interesting survey type thing in cate's journal...
1 - copy into your journal.
2 - bold things you have in common.
3 - rewrite things you don't bold.
01. i am wearing no shoes.
02. i am wearing a blue sweatshirt.
03. my friends are awesome times ten.
04. i enjoy sleep.
05. taking back sunday is incredible.
06. absolute vodka is my love affair.
07. i am tired all the time.
08. Christmas puts me in the best mood.
09. i love to listen to music alllll the time.
10. i drink tea almost every night.
11. i read people on my buddy list's away messages every five seconds.
12. i want my hair to hurry up and grow longer.
13. i can't wait for the rest of my life to start.
14. ^ but i'm not too scared
15. i like eating cookies.
16. getting letters and cards in the mail makes me smile.
17. i know how to do the Macarena.
18. i enjoy lots of different music.
19. i have the best friends in the world. (for all that they've continued to love me through, thanks)
20. i love alice.
21. i think everything happens for a reason.
22. i wish i had a hand to hold.
23. i wish i had a normal family.
24. snow makes bad days better.
25. i travel a ton.
26. lyrics are my obsession.
27. i hatehateHATE fake people.
28. i use to love my lil ponies when i was little.
29. i chew ice constantly.
30. i like raspberry iced tea snapple.
31. i just changed my cell phone cover.
32. i'm a journal addict. (once again)
33. i shouldn't care so much about things that don't matter.
34. i never forget.
35. i hate pointless homework assignments.
36. i'm always up to anything.
37. my dog is always there for me.
38. equptian rat screw and bullshit are my fav card games.
39. sometimes i feel lonely even in a room full of people.
40. i can't sing for the life of me.
41. hott people are hott.
42. sometimes i complain too much.
43. i love playing in the rain.
44. i talk too loud.
45. i hate missing people.
46. one of my pet peeves is waiting.
47. i wish i had a million dollars, but 50 would be nice.
48. i wish to own a BMW.
49. no one ever makes me breakfast. (cept nat-babe)
50. i love screaming for no reason.
51. i can fall asleep ANYWHERE.
52. i wish i could meet that someone.
53. i want to be remembered for something positive.
54. i have a dunkachinno addiction.
55. mmm... music.
56. i wish i had a brother or a sister.
57. i wish no one would pull me down.
58. i want a cornmuffin.
59. i have a journal... clearly.
60. i wish i could fly.
61. i miss my friends.
62. i looooooooove sleeping late.
63. i don't dot my i's.
64. love is the most complex 4 letter word you'll ever find.
65. i hate when people die.
66. i'm very cryptic. (or at least can be)
67. i think 16 seems so much younger than 17.
68. i tend to hide my emotions.
69. i dispise hyprocrits.
70. i don't like being told what to do.
71. think credit should be given where credit is due.
72. i live in a minute town.
73. i loooove going to concerts.
74. i wish i could be more creative like cate.
75. i love running.
76. food is my friend.
77. food is overwhelming.
78. The Matrix is my favorite movie.
79. orbit is the best gum.
80. i love Christmas music.
81. i never intend to hurt anyone.
82. babysitting gets on my nerves after awhile.
83. i am wretchedly unmotivated sometimes.
84. i HATE not having my license.
85. i can't understand guys.
86. wish i could magically have every CD i've ever wanted.
87. sometimes I do things for other people just to make them happy, even though I may not have wanted to do it.
88. i love the smell of Christmas trees.
89. i like to be respected.
90. i love hugs.
91. i love naps.
92. i use to play the clarinet.
93. i watch CSI and ER every Thursday.
94. i like to have organized plans.
95. i like to have spur of the moments.
96. i like long talks with my girls.
97. i don't want to be eaten by cannibals.
98. periods should not exist.
99. i love photography.
100. i love oatmeal creme pies.
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MUCH FUCKIN LOVE TO CATE BECAUSE SHE MADE MY JOURNAL THE BEST EVER. I LOVE YOUUUUUUUU! WOOT WOOT! AWWW JUST LOOK AT IT! SO PRETTY! IOU MAJORLY. THANKS A BILLION! <3 LB
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"Friends are the bacon bits in the salad bowl of life."
thanks everyone. i don't know what i'd do without you! tonight i went over to greg oreoooooooos and marky mark and laura came too. my voice is still lovely but oh well. i have a brother! haha sorta. greg is now my brother. we had a nice heart to heart. awwh. therefore i have a sister too. hah. i taught them how to play a drinking game but mark ruined it! i still tried to yell fuck you when i was losing but it comes out as a squeeal. laura dropped me off around 11 so it's an early night but yet i'm online at 1 lol. got an offer to go to wheaton tonight jhriugeawrkiewurbgkjag7342g32. but another time. i had some awesome plans. :). bedtime! sweetdreams. <3.
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